It seemed that i would never have him. But soon I did. I was 12 and he was 14 a two year difference. But it made no difference to me or to him. It was 6 month's in to the relationship and we broke up. But i was still hed over hills in love with him. But one morning in fact it was Dec. 23 and i was a sleep in my bed.

Until i felt smooth lips touching my neck and arms around my body. He held my sleepish body in his arms and kissed me. Hours after he had became my first. I was only 12 and he only 14 but it meant something to the the both of us. Thereafter we were togather on and off for 4 years. But during the for years i was put out of my home for him, i gave him every inch of me all that i could up until the end.

As much as i fought for him he said that it meant nothing to him when we gotin to a heated arguement. He said he never loved me as so he said it so that i would never leave him. He said that his heart was with someone else that he could never feel for me what i feel for him.

I cried but still today i love him, still today my heart belongs to him, still today i can't give my heart to anyone else. I'm not sure if he was just mad when he said it or did he just mean it. But i can never forget him he was my first love i gave my heart to him for about 5 years and even before we were friends.

Reviews:
**** [May 22, 2007] by Mandy
I was 15 my first time, and I am now almost 40 and I can honestly tell you that you will fall in love again.

This does not mean you have to forget him. Keep him in your heart, where it belongs. Remember him for the reasons you loved him. Soon he will be a part of your past as there is no room for him in your future.

Remember him with a smile and your heart will grow bigger for you to receive the love you truly deserve.

Trust me, I have been there.